I think I've been hit by the pregnant moody blues today.

I appologize in advance for the following list. There are just

a few things getting me down lately that I need to address.

Things I'm fussing over:

My dad's cancer

Fickle weather, that makes my back ache

A mattress set that refuses to be sold, and is determined to make a home propped up against the dining room table

The fact that my house is a mess again after I cleaned every inch of it only two weeks ago.

We didn't get our loan approved--again.

We are broke, and there are bills to pay.

I found the perfect changing table/hutch on CL, but Brandon had to cover someones shift last night, and now it's gone.

Now that I've had a chance to vent, I am taking a deep breath. And I am switching gears.

Blessings/Things to be Excited About:

Tomorrow is my darling boy's birthday

I just scheduled a massage for this week

Friday we find out if I'm having a bean or beanette (!)

I get to spend a whole weekend taking care of my Dad very soon

I have a nursery to plan

Before we realized we were broke, DH let me buy these pretties:

Gardening season is just around the corner

New vacuum and a sale on Meyer's cleaning products= equals a wonderful excuse to get my house back into shape

I spent Easter with this dear to my heart neighbor + friend

Sweet husband accompanied me to church and held my hand the whole time

Jesus is alive (!)

Sometimes I just need a reality check. Especially with the extra hormones I'm dealing with. Tonight I will be cheerful, I will make breakfast for dinner, and I will cuddle up with my sweetie and watch a comedy. And things will get better. Thank you, sweet friends, for listening.